Feeling a terrible urge of practicing bitchcraft.  A talent I bowed not to put into practice (anymore?), unless it’s necessarily called for…

People say that together we were both sides of the same coin
That we would shine like Venus in a clear night sky
We thought our love could overcome the circumstances
But my ambition wouldn’t allow for compromise

I could see in the distance all the dreams that were clear to me
Every choice that I had to make left you on your own
Somehow the road we started down had split asunder
Too late to realize how far apart we’d grown.
How I wish I, wish I’d done a little bit more

Now " Shoulda woulda coulda," means I’m out of time
Coz "Shoulda woulda coulda", can’t change your mind
And I wonder, wonder, wonder what I’m gonna do
"Shoulda woulda coulda" are the last words of a fool

People ask how it feels to live the kind of life others dream about
I tell them everybody gotta face their highs and their lows
And in my life there’s a love that I put aside, cause I was busy loving something else
And so for every little thing you hold on to, you’ve got to let something else go

Fool if I would now forsake the opportunities are fate
I know I’m right where I belong
But sometimes when I’m not so strong I…

People are People

by D’Sound

I am the one
who believes in all that you say
I am the one

who never wants to define herself

I am the one

who’s parallel, upfront, behind

I am the one

paddling like crazy through the night

Refine, old time, colourblind

Big sign, do time, doesn’t rhyme

A lot, too much, standing tall

And I’m crying in the valley:

“I shall never, ever fall!”

People are people

and I feel so strong

People are people and I’m

going on

I am the one

who stirs it up every time

I am the one

who never knows how close she is

I am the one

who’d rather be dead than confess

I am the one

trying to be good, wanting to be bad and so on

Excess, temptress, big mess

Phoney, lonely, it’s a test

Be still my heart, don’t you fail

And I’m crying on the stage floor:

“I will always prevail!”

I’m going on…

I had just read an article written by Paulo Coelho and it hit me right on my face.  I searched for some of his other writings and here are some bits and pieces of them:

"You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen."

– "By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept" by Paulo Coelho

"When I had nothing to lose, I had everything. When I stopped being who I am, I found myself."

– "Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho

"In love, no one can harm anyone else;
we are each of us responsible for our own feelings
and cannot blame someone else for what we feel.

It hurt when I lost each of the various men I fell in love with.
Now, though, I am convinced that no one loses anyone, because no one owns anyone.

That is the true experience of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it." 

– "Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho

"If I had fallen asleep and suddenly woken up on a roller coaster, what would I feel?

… Well, I would feel trapped and sick, terrified of every bend, wanting to get off.
However, if I believe that the track is my destiny and that God is in charge of the machine, then the nightmare becomes something thrilling.
It becomes exactly what it is, a roller coaster, a safe, reliable toy, which will eventually stop, but, while the journey lasts, I must look at the surrounding landscape and whoop with excitement."

– "Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho

I think "Eleven Minutes" will be a good read…(obvious ba???)  From what i’ve read about it’s reader’s reviews, kakaiba sya coz its about love and sex from a prostitute’s point of view.  Thinking of buying it…

Honestly, I don’t know what to write here.  I want to create a friendster album but i can’t do that without creating a blog site.  So that’s how this blog came out. Napilitan lang ako pramis. Haha!

It’s getting late na and yet I’m still up and surfing.  I can’t sleeeeeeeppppp!!!  And I’m feeling crazy na (oh well, minsan lang naman hinde…hehe).  So what am I doing right now?  Just writing about nothing, surfing the net, chatting (nangungulit at nagpapakulit), and waiting for my eyes to feel sore and sleepy.

I really don’t know what to say and yet some verchtree told me to write something like:

…."eto kinukulit ako ni verchie na magsulat sa friendster ko…"

"hi verchie!"

"ayan ha, nagsusulat na ako. i hope you are happy."

Ba’t ko nga ba sinunod ang payo ng lalaking to? Hehe.  I guess this is just to say thank you for keeping me company kahit may work ka pa

Hay. So what now? Ewan ko. Hehe.  Guess I’ll just stare at some light bulb and count imaginary sheeps just so I can fall asleep na. 

So dear friends, I’ll sign off na muna.

I hope we’ll all have a good and peaceful sleep tonight.  Sweet dreams to all! Mwah!